I have to admit I'm an asshole. Through my extreme poorness and inability to get a job I have become "that guy." The guy who is a burden on his friends because he never has cash. If they want to go out they have to spring for him too. I hate it. I feel bad, but what can I do?
I've been stressing out lately because of it and the fact that my creditors are calling me. It all sucks. You'd think having no job would be relaxing, but it's all I can think about Now I feel guilty for everything I do that's fun, because I feel like I don't deserve it.
I'm gonna go apply for a coupla McJobs tomorrow (in the Generation X sense, not actaull working for Ronald). Hopefully I can land a low pressure clerk-type job and start to move toward the edge of this abyss I'm currently wallowing in.
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